Author Ayelet Waldman says a month-long “microdosing” experiment with LSD helped her out of a deep depression and made her “happy” again.
Ahead of the experiment, the Californian mother of four was so low that she felt her marriage was being destroyed and she found herself searching ‘the effects of suicide on children’ online.
She had tried a host of traditional treatments, therapies and prescription medications.
But after the 52-year-old started to regularly take “one 10th of a typical dose” of the psychedelic drug every two days she started to feel “normal” again.
The former attorney documented her experiences in her new book A Really Good Day: How Microdosing Made a Mega Difference in My Mood, My Marriage and My Life.
"I’m not giddy or frantic or zoned out with bliss," she writes.
"I feel no transcendent sense of oneness with the universe or with the divine. On the contrary, I feel normal, well except for one thing - I’m content and relaxed. I’m busy but not stressed. That might be normal for some people but it isn’t for me."
Waldman wasn't looking for a trip when she got a small bottle of diluted LSD from a friend of a friend.
Some believe taking small amounts of LSD, known as "microdosing", can enhances brain functionality, happiness and productivity.
However, doctors are warning that the evidence so far is anecdotal.
'I didn't hallucinate.'
The Californian said the amount of LSD she took was "a quantity low enough to illicit no adverse side effects" but high enough for "a measurable cellular response".
"The most important thing was that it kind of jump-started me out of a pretty significant depression," she told The Atlantic.