
Johann Hari was a teenager when he went to see his doctor about pain he was feeling.
"I had this feeling like pain was leaking out of me. And I couldn't control it," the British author and journalist told Mia Freedman on the No Filter podcast.
"I didn't understand it. I was ashamed of it."
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What his doctor told him next is something he now realises was "totally well-intentioned, but grossly oversimplified".
"My doctor said, 'We know why people get like this. Some people just naturally have a chemical imbalance in their brains, you're clearly one of them. All we need to do is give you some drugs, you're going to be fine'."
Following the doctor's advice, Hari began taking anti-depressants and felt "significantly better".
Until he didn't.
"Months down the line, this feeling of pain came back," he explained.
Returning to the doctor, he was given a higher dose of medication, which again made him feel "significantly better".
But again, the pain came back.
It wasn't until Hari was older and began speaking to experts for his book Lost Connections, that he came to understand what really causes depression.
Here's what he wants you to know.
Contrary to what his doctor told him all those years ago, Hari says depression is not caused by a chemical imbalance.