
Today, I am brave.
Today, I’m taking my baby in to meet with my manager to discuss my imminent return to work.
As I stand in the elevator, my heart pounding and my stomach churning, I reflect upon life’s seemingly trivial moments: beginnings and endings, old and new, firsts and lasts…
Last time I stood in this elevator I had a belly so large I could hardly see my feet. I was elated in anticipation of meeting my second child, struggling to carry my good luck balloon to the car along with the few office items I was taking on my hiatus. (Little did I know that was nothing compared to the juggling I would be doing over the next 10 months with a baby and a toilet training two-year-old who had a rather impressive way of scaling up my legs.)
I’m quickly interrupted as people pile into the elevator, rapidly discussing the day’s meetings. I am jolted into focus, struck with the realisation that while I have changed so much during maternity leave, life here… hasn’t.
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