This touching post comes from Jennifer Boyd, who won the ‘Memoir’ category as part of the Mamamia Writers’ Competition.
Years ago in Melbourne’s St Kilda, there was a vacant corner property, long bereft of any love, whose front was lined by a brick wall that ran along its Inkerman Street side. And there upon its tired old surface, graffitied in large scrawl, were the words “YOUR DAUGHTER IS MY WHORE”.
The letters appeared to drip with menacing intent and I wondered about the person who had taken the time to make this declaration to all and sundry. Years later, before the wall was eventually demolished and the land utilised, somebody added their perspective to it, so that for a brief time it then read “YOUR DAUGHTER IS MY DEAD WHORE”.
And so began my foray into Melbourne’s street sex worker industry.
As I stopped to drink in this visual warning that first night, I had a sense of foreboding about just what it truly meant for me and the thousands of other females (and males) who had visited these streets to sell their wares. And every night, as time wore on, and I trundled past that wall, those damn words followed me, like the eyes on the Mona Lisa.
I find it intriguing just how much of a role instinct plays in our decision making and that when it is neglected, for whatever reasons, we look at things retrospectively and see the crossroads where our choices intersected. You can almost hear the cogs whirring in motion that set forth the events-to-be that shape our lives.