
Bonk without the booze. It's a thing. And it's good. Really good.
Two years ago, at the age of 53, I faced the sobering reality of a grey-area drinking problem. Like many women, my nightly glass of wine had gone from being a treat to a crutch. When I finally got "sober curious," it wasn't just my skin, sleep, and bank account (plus so much more) that thanked me, my sex life got a serious upgrade!
Yes, sober sex is a thing, and let me tell you, the sobergasm is worth it.
In those early weeks of quitting alcohol, sex was the last thing on my mind. I was laser-focused on one thing: stopping the drinks. Everything else, including intimacy, took a back seat. Truth be told, when I was drinking, I didn't even want sex with my partner. I was too busy numbing out my nightly bottle (or more) of wine before crashing out.
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But sobriety surprised me. Without alcohol dulling my senses, sex became fresh and, dare I say, better. For the first time in years, I felt fully present in the experience. Sobriety didn't just deepen my connection with my partner, it also opened a door to reconnect with myself.
Without the haze of alcohol, I could fully tune into my body. And let's be real: when you're drinking, that body-brain disconnect is real. You just don't feel things, mentally or physically. I drank to tune out stress and life's chaos, but I didn't realise how much I was also numbing the physical sensations. That disconnect is why accidents happen, why you wake up with a mysterious bruise and no memory of how it got there. I've had my share of those "hangxiety" mornings, full of self-beration and regret.