The first time it happened it must have been terrifying.
Shaking.
Hallucinating.
At her age she probably didn’t even know what was happening.
But in her state she probably didn’t even care.
And despite the terror, the confusion, the absolute horror at what was going on – it wasn’t enough to put her off.
The next day she just started drinking again.
She drank to stop the hallucinations.
She drank to stop the shaking.
But nothing helped.
For Phoebe Haffenden drinking was at first a way to increase her confidence.
She never had friends, she was always an outcast and bullied.
Phoebe says she came from a happy home – with a stable upbringing and a loving mother and brother. But she never felt like she fitted in.
She was just 15 when she had her first drink. She would soon be drinking a litre of vodka a day.
It started off weekly, then quickly progressed to daily.
Phoebe told the Daily Mail ‘I couldn’t stop and I was soon hitting the bottle from 10am to about 3am or 4am the next morning.