
This post deals with domestic violence and murder and might be triggering for some readers.
"How to commit murder."
It was the Google search Natasha Beth Darcy typed into her phone while standing on the sideline of a rugby game in June 2017.
"Can police see websites you visit?" she later searched.
Five weeks later, Darcy's partner of three years, Mathew Dunbar was found dead in his country NSW home, in the early hours of August 2, 2017.
That morning, the mother-of-three rang triple zero around 2am and explained she had found Dunbar, a well-known local grazier, unresponsive in bed.
Distressed, Darcy was told how to perform chest compressions by the triple-zero operator.
"He’s warm," Natasha told the operator.
"Is he awake?" They asked.
"No."
"Is he breathing?"
"No."
"And you found him like that?"
"Yes."
In a bizarre coincidence, Darcy's ex-husband, Colin Crossman, who worked as a paramedic, was one of the first responders to the scene.
But by 2:44am, 42-year-old Dunbar was declared dead.
According to Darcy, her partner had died by suicide. She alleged he had spoken about suicide to her before and told her she would be better off without him.