It’s been six years since Madeleine McCann, then 3, was abducted during a family holiday in Portugal and her parents Kate and Gerry have never given up hope that she will be found alive.
I once lost my son for two minutes once while Christmas shopping and the feeling of terror, helplessness and manic fear is something I'll never recover from.
For the McCann's, that feeling continues.
They are hoping a new BBC Crimewatch documentary will help them find their daughter. The TV program features a number of revelations. It is a must-see for all parents.
“It was perfect,” Kate says of that time.
But now, Kate McCann looks like a broken woman, haunted by the abduction of her daughter and weighed down by guilt.
The Praia da Luz apartment complex in Portugal is popular with European travellers but is now famous for one of the most brazen and shocking kidnappings the world has ever witnessed.
Each evening the parents would put their children to bed and eat dinner in a restaurant 50 metres away. After the first night, Madeleine said to her parents, “Where were you when Sean and I cried last night?” Kate and Gerry were thrown. They made sure to check on the kids regularly after that during dinner so the children weren’t looking for them.
The family spent the day in the pool. They say they didn’t realise that while they swam and splashed around they were being watched by a gang of criminals who targeted children. They believe the gang had their eyes on Madeleine.
That night during dinner the parents took turns checking the children every half hour. During the last check just after 9pm Gerry saw the bedroom door that had previously been closed was open. All the children were in the room and fast asleep.